It’s been quite a long while since I last took photos just for fun. The feeling is still staying strong, but I really can’t do anything now.
Hamish will be working 7 days a week soon, at least for 2 weeks. Though he has gaps between each class, I don’t see any possibility that he’ll be able to help me tidy up the whole place, which looks absolutely a tip, at all.
I don’t like a big house. It gives too much hassle when you do the cleaning.
I love a small place where I can just do everything inside comfortably.
Obviously, this small place doesn’t really suit 5 people to live in, I reckon. Each person has their own certain things to keep within this small place. And of course, there’s not enough room. Some stuff ends up on the floor. Some on the armchairs. Some on the towel rack. A lot of stuff is lying comfortably on the floor, while they actually should have been in the bin.
I don’t want to complain much, as we have to live here, probably forever. But how can it be possible to keep the place tidy? It doesn’t help at all having someone who gets things all over the floor, throws things she doesn’t like on the floor - I guess she doesn’t know what is going on in my mind - and nobody cares to pick them up.
I guess each person in the household needs to have their own space to store their own stuff. No messing about.
What is it to do the title “Where is That ‘Photomania’ Mood?”
Oh yes. A lot to do with it. I do not take photos when the place is a total tip. I don’t know why. I guess I feel so uninspired, especially when I have to stay home all day every day, not able to do anything decent at all. Once I try to tidy the place, it’ll get back to a messy room within, say, 10 minutes. I can’t do anything without someone bothering me about. It is so annoying, not able to get anything done.
I’d love to have that moment again.
The moment I happily carry a camera around.
The moment I look through the viewfinder and smile.
The moment I hear the shutter sound. So beautiful.
The moment I see something new and interesting.
The moment I walk slowly, take things slowly.
I hope I can get the chance to be a photo maniac again, before the short beach trip.
Would buying a new lens make anything different? I wonder..
- Should I restart with my Holga? I’ll be able to have 120 films developed soon - in 2 months’ time, to be precise.
- I don’t know what to get first, a Canon EF-S 55-250mm f/4-5.6 IS lens or a Fuji Instax Cheki camera.
- Fatter and Fatter me. Stop eating those crap(ssss)!
- How about a facial snapshots with the girls? Hmm.. :)
